so hello!,
i know there is nobody that actually reads my rants, thoughts and tear but its my way to vent and it seems to work.
so at the begining of this year i decided there were many things id like to accomplise this year. so far only 2 are underway on the positive side and 1 on the negative side.
1. my cooking adventures.
my goal was to learn how to cook as it is one of the skills in life i seem to epiclly fail at or spend little amount of time on. so far i have triumphed the art of basic cupcakes!! for AUSTRALIA DAY myself and 2 friends made aussie themed cupcakes to celebrate the day. they tasted amazing and looked great! SCORE 1 FOR ME! after the long day we were covered in icing and loaded on sugar but it was a day i will never forget and it signified my cooking debut. on another note i am trying to master the cooking of bacon, i seem to consistantly burn the bacon and idk how the hell i do it.
2. the development if my new room, there is something magical and theraputic about cleaning out your room and starting over. all i need to do is paint my walls white, print off images and frame them for my mass of pictures goinon my wall, i need to finish my ticket canvas's.
so far my room looks like this:
-on the back wall (green) i am putting up pics from shows ive done etc in a random fashion
- my other 3 walls need to be painted white
- i have kept every ticket to every show, concert circus etc ive been to and have pasted the onto canvases i have 2 done now i need to do my third and hang them up :P
- the teddy on the shelf the lion one his name is rumbleroar, and hes our circus baby ;)
- i still have to figure out wat to do with my toys but meh :p
but as i cleared away the shit the rubble the memories i felt instantly clean and refreshed and ready to battle what ever lies ahead :)
3. the NEGATIVE BUH BUH BUH!
the first thing on my list was to repair broken friendships well thats not goin to well, you see we keep going round in circles all the time. were like an old married couple we breakup were back together we fight we breakup and were back! its so frustrating. i have no clue what to say think or do anymore. what do u do when the person who meant everything to you is slipping away, and they are loosing you but dont seem to pull you back??
so thats it for now, if you read this (not that i think anyone does) can you tell me so i dont feel so pathetic please? but other than that im outsies
xxx
