no reflection..

ive tried for so long to be what you want me to be...

ive tried for so long to try to make you see me

ive tried for so long to show you i am real and not invisible

ive tried so hard that ive lost who i am

ive lost my own reflection fighting for you!!

i dont know where im going

who i am

or what im supposed to do???

you change like the seasons and either way i crumble and fall down, at times your like a hurricane hitting me straight and fast, you may not realise it but there will be a point where i cannor rebuild.

but then i meeet this girl, shes YOUR friend and she knows the pain, she eases the constant reminder and pain, shes lyk an needle, she takes away the pain or numbs it for a while. for her i am grateful, without her id be worse off...